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Friday, 15 November 2019

History Lesson


History Lesson

As the first oven door opens she has to go outside
To recover herself, and fight back the tears,
As if the enormity of the crime,
The wickedness of it, the evil itself, still lives here,
And the smell somehow lingers
Within the charnel house, where the bodies baked,
In those early days before the numbers grew too many.

She comes back in again, re-joins the tour,
Sees the bloody Birkenau production-line of murder
Its branch-line running right inside the camp,
Past guard-houses, towers, miles of razor-wire,
Its empty block-houses bearing silent witness

She can see the selection process,
A mere matter of seconds,
Watches them shamble over to the showers,
Undressing, stripping, leaving everything behind
To be collected later, or so they think,
Herded together, the door slamming shut,
Then the screams, the panic, the fear,
A roof-top trap-door opening,
And the casual dropping of the Zyklon,
The guards waiting for silence,
Before dragging out the bodies to the fire-pits.

Her legs are shaky, she thinks she will faint,
Standing inside the blackened walls,
Imagines how it happened, smells the vapour,
Sees where history was made,
In desperate pursuit of a final solution,
To wipe undesirables from the face of the Earth.

To Canada then, to bear witness,
To the residues of countless victims,
Cardboard cartons of personal papers,
Glass boxes full of shoes, of clothing, of toys,
Of teeth, of hair and human bones,
Recoverable substances for the Reich.

Exhibitions, reconstructions, documents,
Photographs, testimonies, memories,
The deniers overwhelmingly denied.

Feels these school-children rush past her,
Shouting at each other, and into their phones,
Crisp packets rustling, coke cans drained,
Laughing and joking, cat-calling,
Oblivious to this living lesson
Unaware of eugenics and euthanasia,
Ignorant of this inhumanity,
And for whom the holocaust has little meaning.

Copyright Andy Fawthrop 2019

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