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Monday, 29 June 2020

Dear Diary


Dear Diary

Between the clasped covers
Lie the clean, unsullied sheets of white
To be carefully written upon
In the quiet times at night
When she can sit alone, unwatched
To confide the shapeless thoughts
That float around inside her head
And translate them into the solidity of words
Until they crystallise upon the page

Yesterday there were brief anxieties
Worries to be picked over
Like the entrails of the day
And a breaking heart to be repaired
If such a thing were possible
And in deepest desperation
She trusted in the blank discretion
Of her silent companion
Never to reveal her inner pain
Nor the nagging ache of love and loss

Then today there are things that must be said
Confided to her intimate, her familiar
That she cannot tell another living soul
For the fear that secrets will escape
Whispered out into the world
And that others may untimely know
Of her guarded hopes and dreams

And tomorrow there will be anger
Resolution and determination
A brutally honest appraisal
Of her future prospects
Confessed in some enigmatic code
To her friend, her willing witness
The pen fierce upon the page
Pressed without restraint
Biting through the paper
The contents then quickly shuttered
And hidden under lock and key

Copyright Andy Fawthrop 2020

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