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Saturday, 6 March 2021

Across the Sands

Across The Sands

 

From the dark deserted car park, as near as I could get

a thin light, just after dawn

boots in powdered sinking sand, over windswept dunes

scratchy marram on my legs, scrambling along the bank

to drop down into the sweeping bay, cradled among circling coastal cliffs

to hear the strong sea shouting, roaring, its white rollers whipped up over distance

competing with the howling, growling wind, which whips and whistles

blustering bursts of rain in flurries, the soaking wetness coming sideways

tramping unsteadily across the shingle, crunching pebbles under darkling skies

black clouds boiling, scudding, before venturing onto the flatness

of the damp and sucking sand, the final steps to reach him

to stand and stare at his hugeness, his stranded shape

mountain size, black-grey, blubbery

a clouded eye, an open mouth, serried sets of teeth

twisted tail, salty stench of decomposition

his rotting flesh a temptation to the circling, screaming gulls

 

The persistent crashing of the waves

an ebbing tide that stretches up the beach, rippling fingers that fail to make contact

to claw him back into the rolling deepness, time after time, losing strength and reach

whereas I can merely stand here, stretch out and touch him

feel his dead, swollen body

my fingers on his flesh, a simple gentle gesture

whilst I whisper the only word I can think of:

sorry

 

Copyright Andy Fawthrop 2021

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