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Monday, 6 August 2018

Daughters


Daughters

When did it start to happen?
Was it as soon as you were born
or was it even earlier
as you floated warm in amniotic fluid?
Or even at the moment of conception
in a complex interplay
of genes and chromosomes
that the differences began?

The females of my species
developed along a very different path
from the ways that I had known
and had their own concerns
that yearned for pink in everything
(when I know full well
that such a colour
never crossed our minds)
and took to desiring dollies
and petting puppies and kittens
from a very early age
and then grew up all too quickly

Soon giggling in barricaded bedrooms
confused by active hormones
pre-occupied with latest hairstyles
and clothing in the fashion magazines
or brands of make-up and shampoo
and the delicate issues
involved in the removal of body hair
or the base behaviour
of the latest boyfriends
and who fancied who at school

Then the greater changes
of maturing mind and body
ripening into an all-at-once adulthood
with its sudden sensibilities
of the female and the feminine
and the ferocious gender-bonding
within the sisterhood

And a new respect
for a mother long-ignored
and who once had little time for men
the masculine, muscled males
with their crude loudness
their football and sporting obsessions
and testosterone-driven lives

When did you girls grow into women?
Was it something subtle that I missed?
How did you grow so far apart
and became so very different
and how many years has it taken now
for us to hardly know each other once again?

Copyright Andy Fawthrop 2018

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