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Saturday 19 October 2013

When I Was Older

When I Was Older

When I was older, things made much more sense
And everything kind of hung together
In a way I no longer understand
Life was serious, dull and boring
In a black and white sort of way
But it got me through the years
To get me where I am today

When I was older, I knew clearly who I was
Where I was going, what I was doing
And who was near and dear to me
I played the role of responsible adult
Father to my children, husband and provider
Worker, money-maker, decision-taker
Lover, and sometime man of leisure

When I was older, I grasped what it all meant
What mattered, and how to get things done
I knew who you were then
Why you left me and where you had gone
I hid my small box of cares and worries
And I kept the lid tightly closed
So that you should never know

But now I’m young again, things have changed around
The smells, the sounds, the sights leap right out
Everything is there in full colour
I find that I have nowhere I need to go
I need not make any great decisions
Except what I should have for my dinner
And what time I’d like to go to bed


Copyright Andy Fawthrop 2013

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